Hey , its been a year since i last updated my blogger. Simply my blog about my life , my hidden feelings and untold stories.
People always says im the happy-go-lucky girl while im not. It just an act. My heart is aready breaking like 18738th times but i still
try fake a smile and force a laugh for you. But can't you see its obvious in my eyes theres only you , in my heart its you.
its such  waste , after all this time im still hoping for you to stay.
Everytime we have a conversation when I said goodbye , I totally didn't mean it. I just wanted to say I miss you but I don't have that strength. I don't know how to let it out.
I choose to hide this feelings forever but I think that's just make it  even worse.
Every song that I listen to just remind me of you and I become confused again and  again.
Do I fall in love with you or with the feelings ? Do I miss you or the memories ?
I don't know man, this is really complicated.