He's been deceiving and now she's leaving.
He took everything that she believed in.
She had to walk away , there's nothing more to say.
She thought he loved her but he said no other
They planned a life with each other.
Her dreams died today , her tears like a rain.

She wants to fall apart , he broke her heart
As she  cries aloud , up to the  stars.
Now the pain starts , can she love another ?
Now she's scared to dream . scared to be
Who she wants to be , she's been set free
All she wanted to see , to be your lover.

She had been trying , with all his lying.
To make it work , oh to stand by him
But it was thrown away , her heart broke here today.

Look into her eyes and know that's is your lies.
Broke her heart , it's no surprise.
Why she's grown astray and why she walked away.

Hey , so i'm feeling better today but still broken af. Well , people right if he doesn't make any effort to make you stay then why bother staying for him ? He doesn't even deserve all the things you makes for him. When he's in trouble he'll find you and need you but what happens when he already got everything ? Does he even look at you for a second ? No. Then why are you staying for him ? Daring , he uses you for his own benefits. Get off of his floor darling. He didn't deserve you.
You deserve someone better than him.
Someone that will be there for you ,, someone who will pick you up everytime you fall.
Not him darling. He's a bullshit. He makes a promise just to make you stay but he didn't make it.
Stop wasting your time for him. He doesn't worth your time.
Pick your diamond lady and leave him.

Hey , its been a year since i last updated my blogger. Simply my blog about my life , my hidden feelings and untold stories.
People always says im the happy-go-lucky girl while im not. It just an act. My heart is aready breaking like 18738th times but i still
try fake a smile and force a laugh for you. But can't you see its obvious in my eyes theres only you , in my heart its you.
its such  waste , after all this time im still hoping for you to stay.
Everytime we have a conversation when I said goodbye , I totally didn't mean it. I just wanted to say I miss you but I don't have that strength. I don't know how to let it out.
I choose to hide this feelings forever but I think that's just make it  even worse.
Every song that I listen to just remind me of you and I become confused again and  again.
Do I fall in love with you or with the feelings ? Do I miss you or the memories ?
I don't know man, this is really complicated.

I don't know how to start the story it just happened 2 years ago , where he always bother me with his childish side. Sometime it made me annoyed but i actually found it funny.

"You know you really love someone ,
when you don't hate them for breaking
your heart."

He didn't even tell me why , he just decided I wasn't good enough for him anymore and left.
And that's how it ended.
Thanks for everything.

Can't we just pretend you didn't break my heart ?
Can't we just pretend like me , you're falling apart ?